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I can't believe I went again to the club and I only lost $200 this time, but still I really needed this money to see me through to my next payday. What got me was I was $500 dollars up at one stage. Why did I not leave, because my compulsion to gamble is so strong and I cannot stop playing these wretched machines when I am there. I had not been to a venue for two weeks yet I went to do a survey and got paid for that and lost the money I got paid what a waste of time it has to STOP I need to start paying some of my debts off. I slept so badly last night, I am very angry with myself right now I need to do something positive today to get back on track. I know I can do it get better after all it is a sickness and it is no good to your health or wealth. I will be strong just for today and when I think I stayed away from the machines for 14 days that is really quite an achievement.